I really feel bloody miserable today. Like a wave, washing over me. Maybe its that hormonal thing. Maybe not. I just want to be alone. I'm no fun today, and I wouldn't want to be around anyone. I wouldn't want to inflict myself on anyone, to spread that bloody miserablism. Things on my mind, and I don't know how to solve them.

I suspect there is a depressive mood on the way. And I hate it, i really do.More, maybe tomorrow.

Graham x